I have a blog

Finally, I had a blog. i wanna express all my stuck feelings, thoughts and deliver it the right way. in more positive ways. unlike before.
What should i start first?

i managed to get a job already,( mind you nowadays it is quite hard to land on a job), a contract job which is good to me since a lot of me needs to be mended, to take care of, and of course to change to be a better me.

To be honest, i've started the job quite not so good, since right now i'm still recovering. Its hard to deal with mentally challenged people since they are so healthy and fit. But i'm glad i had been given this opportunity to improve myself (I hope so).

My biggest obstacles would be communication, and a stuck brain. I find it so hard to think at a time. I guess theres so much things that i need to take care of that really makes my brain goes freezed all the time.